this is my new home.
my second home...
for few weeks now, i didn't get the chance to update my blog...
this is my chance..
so...here's how it goes...
kolej mara kuala nerang
-1000+ students..including a small group of FET students
(FET stands for foundation of engineering and technology)
these students are flying to UK somewhere in december....and they are from MRSM...
*take note: advantage of being MARA student is that you can easily get scholarship to study abroad...
-quite big...the compound is big enough to fit US the students...
-room??? most of the rooms here are well fitted for 2 person. LET ME REPEAT! 2 Person per room....(the room quite small laa...)
-lecture session??? depends on the lecturer. If the lecturer is the fun type then, the lecture definitely would be fun....but...most of the time, you'll feel sleepy due to lack of sleep... :(
-emm???schedule??? one word: PACK
need i say more????
-friends??? they are friends....they're good peeps.cool peeps.and various types of peep...
-food???? FREE!!!!! we, MARA students get to eat 5 times a day and it is for free....but free isn't all that good, rite????
-what else???orientation week??? long story.....but mostly..FUN...
-i don't have any idea what to say anymore...this place is about 1 hour from alor setar...to go outing..is like hell !!! you'll have to queue for bus...,etc...yati yata.....
guess that's it for now...nk makan...sangat sangat lapar neh.... :)
- Location:dewan selera
- Mood:
blur.. - Music:lalala cari kerja...
i'm here
now
in matriculation..
life
is rough...
but i was quite happy...
learning is fun..
and i'm still trying to adapt...
ADAPTING
i'll get use to it...
FRIENDS
i'm okay....
friends here is cool...
and unique...
i'll be ok...
- Location:pfkk
- Mood:busy
- Music:lonesome song
FRIENDS is what you really need in life...
Here are some that i cherish the most...
MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS
-FARAH RAIHANA-
we've known each other when i was about 5 years old. Her mom was always away because her mom was a stewardess. So, she always came by my house and both of us would play lots of stuff together. She even had lunch together with me and my mom would 'suap' both of us.*smiling*
-TENGKU THOHA AIZUDDIN-
i practically known him my whole life. He is one of my neighbour back in bukit indah. He came from a rich family. His mom always baked cookies and give them to us. I still remember the elephant cookie with the silver eye on it. so cute...He always lend us his expensive toys.He is really kind at heart since he was a kid.*wondering what happen to him*
-FITRI-
the only thing i could remember about him was that he is the oldest among us, the kids back in the neighbourhood. by THE KIDS, i mean me,thoha and his younger brother-totoi. He is really likes to play with us. Sometime i wonder why.*wondering* As far as i can remember,we were all at the age of 5 or 6 and he was 10...*giggle*
-TOTOI-
i know,his name is quite funny, right??? But his real name is Azhar. He's a cool kid. He's a total joker. He always makes jokes out of everything.All i can say is that he is a funny person...
-INTAN BAIDURI-
we've known each other when we were 8. She is really close to me. It's like we were attached to each other. I remembered that she is the first person to know that i had a crush on Lokman. Lokman is my ex-classmate back in penang.He's not that important to me anyway...
MY BESTIES IN PRIMARY SCHOOL
-NEBBY-
her real name is Puteri Nabila. We've shared most of our memories together back in MGS. I still remember the day his dad was gone. I was practically shock and don't really know what to say. I even didn't go to her house to pay my last respect to her dad. Sorry uncle hamzah. I wish i could turn back time. May your soul rest in peace. AMIN....
And her mom, we, her besties called her enda. She is a really, really nice person. You can never imagine how kind her mom is..
So sorry enda, i didn't go to your house since i move back to ipoh.*sigh*
-AENA-
her real name in ainaa hazwani. She's a cool gal. Me,nebby,totty and zax are close friends as long as i could remember. At first we're not that close but our friendship started to evolved when we shared the same interest in 2001, BLUE. we're like crazy about this band like CRAZY.....she is definitely more mature than us. you can practically tell if you saw us together at school.
-TOTTY-
well,her name is definitely NOT totty. Her old nickname was METOT.Then changes to TOTTY and i hope this is the last time she changes her name...HEHEHE..sorry totty*sigh* changes your name too many times,kill my brain...*sticking my tongue out*
hahh....here's the thing about totty: small person,emo at times,cheeky and a very nice person...
-ZAX-
zax's real name is nur azzahrah and she is the best person on earth. Very understanding,outstanding,wacky,witty and cool. She had lots and i mean LOTS of boys as her besties...i only found this out recently that is before..she went to NS..she'll be back on 7th JUNE. Too bad because i'll be in matrics already.huhuhu *tears dropping*
MY BEST BUDDIES IN MY REBELLIOUS YEARS (SECONDARY SCHOOL)
-SHAHIDA-
to be specific, she is my best buddy in KL. THE BEST! she help me a lot. I remembered we always played rounders every evening. And we got really tired. hahaha. Does were the good times. We used to gossip around about our seniors in SMKBI. Good times. Good times.*shaking my head*
Guess what?? she got offered to further her studies to Egypt. WAHLAWEH!!!
congrats shieda!!!!
-MAISYA-
the most graceful person on earth. HANDS DOWN! She is the most mature person in our little group. a wise thinker. and have lots and LOTS of admirer...hehehe
she is SO SINGLE...
anybody interested???
hehehe*evil laugh*
-AMALINA-
we,called her malin. Wanna know the secret to this unique name...hahaha
ain gave that name to her..and so..it was hard to call her amalina. Besides, it is more difficult to call her amalina than malin. MALIN and AMALINA. Definitely i prefer malin because it's shorter.
a very.very.very. FUNNY person....
makes my day perfect, anyday....
-AMEERA-
let me summarized her in one word: SECRETIVE
-and i say no more-
-LINA-
a very sweet and gentle person.She is kind at heart but sharp at mouth....
she is cute and lovely. second person in our group to have a lot of admirers...
but she is NOT AVAILABLE...hehehe
-AIN-
not sure what to say about her but i'm sure that she is really kind at heart BUT she had some attitude and issues that she, herself have to solve it...
GOOD LUCK ON THAT~~
-AZMIRA-
the genius in our group. All she talk about was academic stuffs.ADD MATHS, MATHS,PHYSICS....yatiyata...lalalala~ owhh...
pretty much of those.
and not to forget hindustani film.SHE IS THE FANATIC of hindi film....
glad that we could share our interest in romantic hindi song...
*humko hamise churalo...*hahaha
-AFIQAH-
just few words: secretive.funny.imaginative.has been kidnap by aliens once.really nice person.lovely.cute and i simply adored her artwork..
-HAHAMO-
she is simply great. She teaches me a lot about being polite but aggressive, being brutal but supple and she just lost her sister. sorry for your lost my dear friend. may her soul rest in peace. AMIN....
to tell you the truth: in secondary school, i have lots of besties.
maddy is one of them
pavitra is one them
lili chan is one of them
amirah is one them
lucia is one of them
woah!!!
to list THIS down...i can go on and on for eternity....
FRIENDS: doesn't need to be discriminate.
these people that i list down have impact my life so much..in so many ways...
and by that, i thanked them....
thank you my friends....
our friendship WILL last for eternity...
that's what i prayed for...
AMIN....
- Location:friendful town
- Mood: friendly
- Music:l.o.v.e-ashlee simpson
still wondering and wondering and wondering...
what did i do???
my silence simply doesn't mean that i don't care.
-it's just too hurtful to see something awful and you obviously cannot do anything except observing-
DON'T CRY
sometimes life is the way it is...
mean.and.have no mercy.*sigh*
learn to cope up with it..dear..cope up with it..
that's what we, as homo sapien (as maddy address us human) have to do in order to live...
day by day...
TO LEARN
as we go on and move on step by step
that is what we call learning...
sometimes,your tears betrays your eyes
EYES : do not come out oo tears, i beg you...
TEARS: i can't, i have too...
even sometimes our heart betrays our brain..
BRAIN: do not think about it!!*yelled*
HEART: i can't, i have too..you wouldn't understand...
there is where we learn about life..even our hearts betrays our brain: what about human who are strangers to our body ???
WE LEARN to:
-understand betrayal
-understand pains
-understand tears
-understand hope
-understand faith
WE LEARN to:
-heal our wound
-kill our vengeance
-forgive mistakes
-forget black memories
-believe in faith itself....
LEARNING is what every human being do every nano seconds in their life.
We learn a lot of things in life...
We learn from the greatest teacher ever: LIFE
Should human forget about learning???
we learn until the day we die
even though we left the world,people around us still learn..
Learn how to store the memories and cherish and never have regrets....
THEY STILL LEARN..... *_*
- Location:learning institution
- Mood:
emo - Music:superman-5 for fighting
hehh...it's been a while...
since i wrote this journal...
last time i check, i was writing about aena,nebby,cute mamat kedai bata,etc..
now...
i'm talking about the future,baby!!
to be a doctor??
or not to be a doctor??
that is the M.A.J.O.R question....
i have to choose between being a oh-so full of numbers kinda life as an accountant
OR
oh-so full of sickness yet challenging life as a doctor....
MAJOR! MAJOR! Question!!!
making decision is SO DAMN hard....!!!
not to mention the regret i'll be having If i choose my path of LIFE...WRONGLY
*sigh* :(
felt like crying for a while.
but after consideration....
I AM GOING TO MATRICS!!!!!
that's my final decision...
and my life gonna starts here...*cough*
don't mind that...
i'm feeling sick...
feverish...
seriously!!!
these few days..
i felt feverish...and emo a lil' bit..
dunno why....*wondering*
i'm going to do sains hayat...
i'm gonna excel!!!
that's my resolution!!!
-end of discussion-
NOW....
let me talk about life....
they said:
practice makes perfect.
some argue:
nobody is perfect,so why practice???
i say:
TRUE! nobody is perfect but perfect doesn't mean 100%
so...maybe we are at least 1% flawed and 99% perfect...
Practice for that 99% perfection....
And improvice on that 1% flaw....
-life is easier if you don't question much....-
haha...
- Location:confused lane
- Mood:
confused - Music:9 in the afternoon-panic at the disco
what was my activity today???
-as usual la..jalan-jalan kat jj sampai keboringan menguasai diri.
what do i do then???
-check out the mamat kat kedai bata..dia da tukar hairstyle...so hawt*drool*.
hahaha..gatal kejap. Anyway back to my story. I was so caught up at watching mamat kedai Bata then only i realize yang i was once again lonely. Here's the picture, your mum is having so-called slimming treatment and you are walking and wondering around jj until most of the peeps realize that you are A FAMILIAR face. Macam mane tak familiar??!!
I practically jalan-jalan kat situ everyday. At least 4 days outta 7 days in a week. * sigh* Thank God i tak jemu lagi nak jalan-jalan kat situ...the place is cool la. Especially most of your old pal are still working there. Well, most of my OLD pal yang practically i forgot. There's Kimberly who didn't recognize me,there's Suet Yee and still she couldn't recognize me. Who else?? ermm..obviously bukan i yang tak kenal diorang but diorang yang tak recognize i. What to do?? Kalau pegi tego pon , belum tentu diorang kenal u,so, might as well i just buat tak tahu je la...Nasib baik ade Nebby, my old and very,very good and best friend. Asal pegi coffee bean, die ade...so at least i have a friend.let me remind you, A friend.Then she introduces me to Ariff,one of the manager in coffee bean. We[nebby and i] call him abang ariff. At least nebby la yang sangat close to the coffee bean crew. Me???
i kenal camtu camtu je...then there's aliff,kak mayang and yusoff. At least i think his name is yusoff. I pon tak perasan. Lantaklah...Kat kedai espirit pulak ade sorang girl tu,i don't know her name but she is really friendly and nice. She got 6A's for spm. she said she's gonna be a lawyer. Hope she made it as a good lawyer. But now, she dah quit. Agaknya die dapat politeknik ke,matriks ke. I pun tak sure sebab die dah tak keje kt espirit tu...
hmm..what else yea?? hahh!! no..actually the one that has a lot of friends kat jj is my mom and dad. So, those who kenal my mum and dad, kenal la i. Except for nebby la. She is MY friend.I thought i wanna hang out with nebby,aena and totty kt jj mybe this wednesday or thursday but i can't. I have to balik kampung. Nvm. Maybe next time.But i miss another friend of mine. Her name is ZAX. She pegi NS. Too bad because we get to hang out with each other just for a short while due to the busy schedule of MISS NEBBY and her scandals. Scandal here means her boyfriend. HAHAHA...let me tell you. die nie memang banyak BF.So, for a person who is trying to catch up with their life, it is kinda hard. until now,i still don't know who is poker??? Is this guy her true BF or what?? [sorry nebby] It's not like i am a bad friend who don't want to care about her friend's love life but it's been really difficult for me to catch up tau.... :P
itu pasal nebby. Don't get started me on aena. First she had a bf, now she break up with her bf. I don't even know when this thing happen. Tup Tup, da break pulak. I thought she still had one. So, i ask her, " Aena, bf kmoo dpt mtriks mne???" she said, " dah tak de la"
-and i ask no more-
so,obviously this whole page sum up to: my friends kat ipoh...bukan lagi i felt lonely walking aroung jj alone or how cute mamat kedai bata tu....
that's it la for today. Not sure about tomorrow because tomorrow i balik kampung.
So, tau tau saje la...kampung tu mane ade internet connection. Nak dapat tv3 manually pun susah, ini kan internet...???*sigh*
- Location:the boredom kingdom
- Mood:
bored - Music:simple plan-no love
HERE"S THE THING!
people, you can categorized them in a lot of ways:
+ first: family
+ then comes friends
+ along the way, you found: crush
+ crush will PROBABLY turns to your sweetheart
+ when he/she turns to your sweetheart, there lies something called LOVE
+ you'll do anything for them, only to find out that he/she is a LIAR
+ then you, yourself become a HATER..you will suddenly hate the word love,boyfriend,girlfriend,relationship and most importantly..COMITTMENT
+ as time goes by,it turns out that you really missed to be loved...you starting to think that you are LONELY.
+ and when you are lonely, you obviously turn back to your friends and realizes that friends and family is pretty much everything.
they support your decision all the way and they may sometime complains but they didn't complaint much..
BECAUSE THEY ARE YOUR EVERYTHING!
*does this make sense because i just happen to write them without thinking whether THIS is right or wrong..
hehehehe
- Mood:creative
it's me and this is the first time i wrote a blog or whatever would people label this thingie. My mission is simple:reducing stress level by writing some crap. Guess it'll make ME feel better about my hectic life...
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